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little misrecorded

by Margot Gordinier

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grzzla_79 Romantic & endearing in its lo-fi-ness, and at times very sing-alongable too. Captures and reminds you how achingly wonderful feelings can be when you're young
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1.
waste 03:25
how could i do without being in love, for just a while i guess i could do so by faking a smile you've put hearts in the eyes of every person i know and i think that my heartless chest is terribly slow you're stealing my head, clouding my mind, wasting my days, the happiest times i'm terrified of what i would do, if my every day weren't devoted to you the scariest thing about all of this now is that i don't know a thing about you: what if i've lied? and when i find out that you aren't exactly as i think the dreams of our love, oh love will fade to pink you're stealing my head, clouding my mind, wasting my days, the happiest times i'm terrified of what i would do, if my every day weren't devoted to you i'm realizing that somebody so gone, when found, is never the same and my heart's on the ground, and my feet in the sky, my legs will never be tame you're stealing my head, clouding my mind, wasting my days, the happiest times i'm terrified of what i would do, if my every day weren't devoted to you stealing my head, clouding my mind, wasting my days, the happiest times i'm terrified of what i would do, if my every day weren't devoted to you
2.
timothée 01:30
timothée chalamet est l'amour de ma vie et même s'il me tuait je lui dirais <<merci>> oh timothée, timothée timothée chalamet timothée est trop mignon j'aime vraiment ses cheveux oui, j'adore ce garçon je crois que je suis folle oh timothée, timothée timothée chalamet timothée, timothée timothée chalamet, chalamet
3.
i thought i wanted more but then they'd say i'd earned it thought i was a perfectionist but it seems to me you're perfect i know they're smarter than i, but i love them too stupid to realize i thought we lived in a perfect world but darlin please remind me — who told us we could fly? and i, i thought i was my own, but personalities have flown and i thought i was my own, but personalities have flown i thought i truly loved you, but did i ever like you? i don’t know i thought i saw your eyes with mine but they were simply lovely — it's my mind and i, i thought the words were true but i invade my mind with little thoughts of you and i thought it was love, as of late but draining me, draining me, see, are drops of hate and i thought i was my own, but personalities have flown and i thought i was my own, but personalities have flown thought i saw your mind with mine, his eyes here i am in my little room where everything is blue and i love you
4.
these are what the lyrics are supposed to be even though i messed them up: i make enough mistakes and it feels like she's the only one that hears the things i say so if for any reason there's some miscommunication or i'm lying to her face my immaturity and habits getting in the way 'cause i can barely breathe and i don't know how i'll explain myself this time wish it wasn't a case of "this time" but why can't i be any other boy that doesn't need a hand in love? someone that i would trust but how did i fail to give you all the love that you deserve? when you're the only thing that's worth what life is worth and i don't mind if you hate me 'cause baby if i were you i would probably hate me too i said that i don't mind if you hate me 'cause baby if i were you i would probably hate me too
5.
9 to 12 03:04
can’t keep my eyes on everyone sweltering in the midday sun who do you expect me to be when i can’t even see i’m not your girl i’m not your girl i’m not your girl and this is not my world i think i’m gonna faint fruit is all that i ate who knew that we had to be running in a dance frenzy i’m not your girl i’m not your girl i’m not your girl and this is not my world
6.
interlude 01:39
waaahhhhhhoooooooooaaaaaaoh
7.
"her voice is just a whine," she said "a buzzing in my ear" i don't know a thing tell me something i can't hear tell me who i am agree with him and same to you and i complain too much to try and i want everything to be true and so i'm sorry, morrissey i'm sure you've "heard them said" you may "trip me up and laugh" when words are flying out my head i'm so, so sorry, morrissey i'm sure you've "heard them said" you may "trip me up and laugh" when words are flying out my head these words weren't ever mine, no all's been thought before i've read too much and i confuse, oh i'm not really sure and so i'm sorry, morrissey i'm sure you've "heard them said" you may "trip me up and laugh" when words are flying out my head i'm so, so sorry, morrissey i'm sure you've "heard them said" you may "trip me up and laugh" when words are flying out my head
8.
you've got a fairly dimpled smile i'd like to ask you to stay awhile, ooh 'cause i don't think that you've forgotten me oh, me may i take your quiet mind and try to put it in between their plastic lines i don't think they're true as you could be could be so let's play that record on your t-shirt to the end, and when it ends we'll flip it back to start again and when my heart explodes you'll keep a beating piece and then we'll listen to the trees and i've never spoken i've never spoken to you i've never spoken but i think i can tolerate you
9.
once again, this is what the lyrics are supposed to be, not what i sang: so bad when you went away nothing i could do or say and now we are a lonely two sit at home and watch the tube i've been hurt before, sorrow knocking on my door pain and so i make a brand-new-life fashioned out of brand-new strife and when i hear the doorbell ring i can never let them in to me pain is in me every day when you went it came to stay come and be a cure for me make the tears come out of me i've been hurt before, sorrow knocking on my door pain so bad when you went away nothing i could do or say and when i hear the doorbell ring i can never let them in to me
10.
i go for a stroll with high hopes that i’ll see you around i go to the store and scan the room before i turn to the ground the warmth in the air doesn’t compare to my imagination in the summer i dream of skin and hair, but you’re never there ooh how can i love you if i don’t see you at all how can i love you if i don’t
11.
think i’ve got everything you need and i think i’ve got what you want, maybe but when i, when i, see your smiling, gleaming face oh i don’t know who to become this time should i blush? should i sing? should i laugh a little too hard? 'cause that’s usually what i end up doing, 'round your eyes or should i, should i, lay on the ground and cry for you? 'cause that’s usually how i feel when i’m, oh, when i’m around you can’t stop staring at your candied lips pneumatic, pseudo-memories of last night’s kiss but it happened, oh, it happened, in my waking drifting dream and nothing, nothing’s as i pictured it you won’t blush you won’t sing you laugh just as you do 'cause you feel nothing nothing more than the twinkle in your eye and you won’t, oh, no, you won’t, lay on the ground and cry for me 'cause that’s only how i feel, when i’m, oh, when i’m around you how can i live when you don’t care one bit how can i live how can i live if you don’t give a shit how can i live when i’m around you around you

about

this album was recorded during the month of july in the summer of 2018 and it was a fun time because all my friends were away and so, with nothing else to do and my summer homework done, i decided to just put all my songs together and make an album.
it's called "little misrecorded" because both the front and back covers have images of me as a little kid, and also because i'm simply a young person who's probably pretty naïve and inexperienced. the "misrecorded" part reflects the notion that the songs are badly recorded and sound pretty horrible. also, the title intentionally sounds like "little miss recorded" because the album is essentially me and my thoughts, recorded. so it's like four meanings in one!
i'd like to thank my girl ella jane for harmonizing, because i can't harmonize. CHECK HER OUT ON INSTA @UKELELLA!!!!
i'd like to thank my family for supporting my musical endeavors even when they are loud and disruptive.
i'd like to thank my unrequited crushes for lyrical inspiration.
most importantly, i'd like to thank my mama for being the best all the time and also for agreeing to design this cover even though she is very busy.

credits

released August 3, 2018

written, recorded, and produced by margot gordinier in her bedroom in Westchester County, New York
electric guitar, acoustic guitar, bass, electric keyboard, and vocals by margot gordinier
vocal harmonies on "confused (feat. ella jane)" and "around you (feat. ella jane)" by ella jane
drums on "timothée" and "confused (feat. ella jane)" from Soundtrap loops
drums on "pretty heartless" from GarageBand loops
front and back cover photography by Julie Schrader, circa 2005
cover design by Julie Schrader
lyrics to "untitled — rex orange county cover" by Alex O'Connor and originally performed by Rex Orange County
some lyrics to "nice to meet you" by Morrissey excerpted from the track "Cemetry Gates" by the Smiths
lyrics to "brand-new-life — young marble giants cover" by Stuart Moxham and originally performed by Young Marble Giants
office, bird, and wave sounds from Youtube
clip from "It's A Wonderful Life" from Youtube

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